I ain't gonna lie

I ain’t gonna lie
I’m struggling
I ain’t gonna lie
I’m not liking how things are turning out
I ain’t gonna lie
I’m tired of discouraging news
I ain’t gonna lie
I’m sick of fighting the unknown
I ain’t gonna lie
I’m scared
I ain’t gonna lie
I’m dispassionate about almost everything
I ain’t gonna lie
I’m weary of wondering what is coming next
I ain’t gonna lie
I want a family to love
I ain’t gonna lie
I’m not getting the plan
I’m ain’t gonna lie
My heart is heavy and yet empty
But I ain’t gonna lie
I know I am blessed.