And then there are even other "some days"...

So today has been the best absolute day of my life...can you read the sarcasm?

My current feelings:
lonely (although I have had so many awesome friends offer to come over)
mad
angry
confused
worried
hurt
bitter
hated
frustrated
PO'd
devastated
anxious
did I mention angry
empty
lifeless
that is all that came in that 30 secons so I guess I'll stop...

After a night with no calls I thought I'm loving life until 8:02 am. Although I'll say I was expecting it the call came - I didn't get the job. That is a whole another story and I was over it by noon and while it still sucks well I was over it. Then my friend told me her sister in law was joining the C - word club and that stunk. Then at 5:18 pm and around 5:45 more news I'm not ready to dive into yet. Someone needs to pray.
So I don't know where that peace is or even where God is but that was today. So I'm going to bed so nothing else can happen and then I'm going to San Antonio with Jaime and she always calms me down so tomorrow will be the start of a fun filled 4 1/2 days of no crisis!!! (unless I have one!)