So today I find out my supposedly final blood work so that I can say I am cancer free has come back INCONCLUSIVE. Now tell me what that means. Apparently it means we do it over again so here we go. Now the magic date is Friday. I'm ready to have the stick of dynamite out although supposedly it just disolves but I'm telling you when you move a certain way you know it is there. Anyway, so hopefully Friday I can officially announce I'm in REMISSION. Apparently you don't get the privledge of saying you are CANCER FREE ever again once you have had it. I guess I'll just have to make my own rules.
Frankly I'm pretty sick of this cancer stuff. This year alone it has affected so many people I love and care about either personally or through their families. Today I just found out one of my junior high campers from last year has a tumor in her throat. I'm sick of it. Today I was listening to a Christian station and heard that DC Talk song In the Light haven't heard it in a long time. One of the lyrics I've never thought about before says the "disease of self runs through my blood like a cancer fatal to my soul" I guess those lyrics hit more home now as I understand the fatality and how rampad cancer is.
Anyway, on to more news:
Last Wednesday was a big day as I put in my notice that I am leaving the lovely BHC otherwise known as Betty Hardwick Center stress center of the world. June 10th at noon cannot get here fast enough. My boss was pretty shocked and thinks its about money even though I tell him its not although the money isn't good but so they are offering me more begging me to stay etc. Have not even posted my job yet. What is the point of telling them early if they are not going to try to hire someone I can help them train. Well I did what I could. I'm not going to let them guilt trip me.
So you ask what am I going to do.
Well I am leaving June 10th to go to Mirm's to help her drive herself and Ava to camp blue haven where I'll spend two weeks with them and my other sister and her three kids. and my good friends Lance and Bicky and Rachel Almanza I'm excited couldn't be a better way to recover from two years of constant crisis. Then I'm going on a trip to Philly and Niagra Falls and whereever else my mom and dad have planned yes you got it right with my parents. For how long you say yes 1 month. Yes the craziness of my clients has rubbed off on me!!!
Then I'm going back to CBH for 6th session.
And then....well....its up in the air but right now looks like I'm going to work more permanently at the accounting firm doing training and soft skills building and maybe some audit private practice on the side who knows...
And one more piece of big news....I put an envelope in the mail this morning complete with the proof I have gotten all my hours for my LPC license!!!!
So the last two weeks have been busy crazy and hectic and wonderful all at the same time (how could spending a week with Ava not be wonderful)
Thankyou all who have supported me through all of the mess the hard times the happier times the crazy time the past couple of years couldn't have done it without you!!!
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